what to say?

you know what I despise? do you know what I desperately want to take away? what kills me, deeply, all over again every time I come into contact with it? pain... o, how it hurts me. yet, it surrounds me. everywhere. echoing. do tears even offer relief? i want to cry all.the.stinkin.time.

im sorry for your pain dear friends... i am truly sorry. my heart aches ridiculously for you- you will never, ever, ever, ever know. not ever.